Sister's Smell :)

I have never felt

anything like this

the stillness of

the theart is

incomparable to

the horizon

ablaze by the beauty

of the setting sun

you and me

in the fact-paced

world where only

your love

and my love resides...

creating our

love story

of a lifetime.

God's Exellence

As I gaze and trek the morning star, I wonder to heaven like a soaring dove.
I presumptuously stared at the heavens above, and saw God's reflection through the wondrous sky.
For a moment I stood, and stares at His creation. This time on I understand God's perfect ambition. I wondrously soared and flew up to thee. That time I discovered, even my life is unworthy.
I lusciously tasted my haven's scent, and gave myself a promise of goodness till death. I kept my fully enlightened body bent, in order to show gratitude for the creation He collects.
For a moment I remembered, I've forgotten all regrets. I've deciphered my every thoughts and I ought it all correct.
Excellence has been given , fully and thoroughly by Him. Therefore, a handful must be given,

Ovation offered to Him.

-Daguman, Fiona

Cheer me up!

Okay. I have now officially tried everything to cheer myself up. I've eaten entire boxes of chocolate-chip cookies. I've read so many books during my free time. I've even given money to those door-to-door faith bringers, thinking that an act of selflessness might bring me inner peace. Unfortunately, the only results I got from these methods were nausea, a stiff neck, and several advices on finding enlightenment through whole-grain diets.

Even sleeping didn't do the trick. I must be worse off than I thought. It's like I've gone totally numb. Nothing matters much anymore. Stuff that used to occupy my thoughts all the time has now been elbowed out of the way by memories of my "Lolo'. It's like I'm stuck in reverse. Right now I've got four days' worth of baby sitting and one unfinished homework to write. but every time I sit down at my desk, I space out, and the next thing I know, an hour has passed and all I've done is to think about what happened.

Even Mom don't like me hanging around the house doing nothing all the time. She keep nagging at me to find something to do. She keeps saying this words that will make me dab my mouth with a napkin, jump up from the table, and fly out, resume in hand. She just doesn't understand. No one does. The only thing I want right now is to clear my thoughts. But that job is only be filled by my own self.

There's HOPE

There are times we failed in our tasks..
And sometimes we think God left us behind.
Most of the time, we just sit on the corner..
Thinking of the best move to cope up..
But often we forget that when there's life, there's HOPE.

There are people who lost their strength to go on..
Most of them thought that no one seemed to listen.
We really feel the emptiness deep inside ourselves..
But the thing that gives us the will to fulfill is HOPE.

Confidence gives us the courage to stand out.
Dreams gives us the will to pursue.
Love gives us the way of thanking God.
But life itself is the one that gives us..
HOPE.

-- Just something to be inspired of. :)
Hope you like it.

"Be careful what you wish for!"

When I was real young, I kept bugging my mom for a little brother, I had my younger sister, Louisse, and she always got to pick on me. I thought it would be fair for me to have someone to pick on. Later on as we grow older, all we did was to fight. i mean, really fight. Then Vhince came along and was added to the mix, and our house became more cluttered than before. Now Louisse is going to escape her highschool because this year is her last year and having one little brother who's always getting into my things, and calling me thoughtful nicknames like "teh-teh" or "da-da". Plus having to baby-sit him and doing my sisters homeworks really cuts into my social life, like no more textmates at all. Maybe few unlike before. I mean, I love them, but even I can only take so much.

Every time, I complain about it, though, my mom just smiles and says, "Be careful what you wish for!" smart woman.
I never, ever wanted something bad to happen to my family. I mean, could I?

"Be careful what you wish for!"

I swear, I should have that tattooed to my eyelids.